::Nymphx

Thursday, December 29, 2005

How I wish things would turn out differently..
How I wish there was just you and me..
You were never there when I needed you,
But you are all that I ever think of.
I cant give you up,
eventhough I tried..
I tried.. I tried so hard.
Everytime I thought I succeeded,
You come back and I get caught in the web again..
Everytime I see you,
I smile on my face and cry in my heart..
I always knew I look back and tears and laugh..
But I never thought I'll look back at the laughters and cry..
I want u back..
Not you now, but the you 3 years ago.
I need u back.
Yet it's something that I will never admit aloud..

I know.. I know some part of my heart still loves u..
I just.. dont knw how to tell u..

and I'll only be afraid of your reply..
I know.. I love you..

Nymphx;
10:54 PM

What if I never find the feelings back again?

Nymphx;
11:46 AM

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Wont be around until the 28th. (: enjoy!~

MERRY XMAS TOO~

*^^*

Nymphx;
10:20 AM

Friday, December 23, 2005

Met Vic for lunch at Bugis!! Hahahaa. I think I've been to Bugis like.. 3 times this weel alr?? Almost sick of that place. Lolx. But they just HAD to have so many sales!! ;p

Had a great time with ya today vickkkkyyyY!! ;D

See See!! Hahaha. We look super les.

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Might be gg away for Xmas.. Didnt get to meet Wy or Linx today. ): miss u alll SO SO SO badly!!

Nymphx;
10:10 PM

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Time to update!! Hahahaha. Let's talk abt me being a party animal.

Hah. I'm not really a party animal la. I just like to dance! (: and prolly it was because my first time clubbing with Tina was so enjoyable ba. So that's why I wanted to go back to Zouk. But ytd was not much fun at all. ):

I first when Jia Lin's place for some makeup fun before heading to bugis once again to shop for her prom stuff. I wore heels, so imagine my agony. Heng heng we found this super comfortable japanese slippers at the Edge for only 8$!!!!! Is it cheap or super cheap?? lolx. Every step is like stepping on lush green grass. ;p Cuz it's made of straw ma. hahaha.

Den left for primary school gathering at Marina South. Lolx. It was da MOST successful primary school gathering ever la. hahaha. like.. abt 30-40 ppl showed up? and the ratio of girls to guys was 1:3. Hahaha. Enjoyed that gathering v v v v much!! Hopefully I'll be able to post pictures up soon. Den can show u guys the cute guys. Muhahaha. ;p

Went to Zouk with YongLiang, James and their grp of frenz. Mitran and guys (NUS/NTU/SMU Rugby team!! :D imagine their build! ) And finally Darren, WJ and KB. Vinna and Weiqi was suppose to go too. But they cant go in the end cuz they hv sch tml. and Linx and Adi they all cant also, so I'm the only girl in like.. so many guys. =.= Not at all wonderful or lucky if u ask me. Cuz I didnt dance with Yongliang they all, and WJ n KB didnt dance, only Darren danced with me!! Lolx. The only time I enjoyed was when I danced with Mitran and guys. Cause they are professional hiphop dancers!!! Duno won how many contests le!! So they were HOT. Burnt off the dance floor. *^^*

OH YA. It was interesting as well, cuz I saw 2 drunk-ees, 1 fight. whOoO. Exciting. This guy (A) was supporting his drunk guy friend (B) on his arm and shoulder. All the time they were trying to walk out from the entrance of Zouk. Then while A was carrying B out the entrance, B was hornily grabbing at guy A's shirt buttons and neck and chest and trying to push his lips to A's lips!! WhahAhaha!! Poor A had to walk him out the entrance, and frantically warding off B's lewd advances. LOLX! I think B thought A was a girl. (:

All that's yesterday. Now for today.

Just came back from dance class, and there's these 4 horrid (but not in the evil kinda way. they're just super noisy and attention seeking!!) girls that kept interrupting the class with giggles and (loud) conversation and dirty jokes and whatevernots. GRRR. SO FREAKING NOISY!! I wanted to scream at them "Shut UP!!!!!" Cuz Fi (my instructor) was teaching us the steps la. Apparently they alr knew the steps so they was like "Oh! I know this! Like that like that right??" Den the rest of us who duno cant hear Fi's instructions, and they still conversed their 1.5 hours away. GRRrRR!!!!

Bimbos.

Nymphx;
11:11 PM

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Happy birthday dear girl! (:

Nymphx;
12:10 PM

Monday, December 19, 2005

Went shopping at Bugis Street againt today...!! Bought so many super super cheap stuff la! Muhahahaa. Can bargain and bargain even more. Their Abercrombie and Fitch minis are authentic and CHEAP!! Wished I brought more $$ with me. Sigh.

Hahaha. Anyway met Mark today after shopping. He went out with our family for dinner at this classy restaurant at Raffles Town Club. Mmm.. the rack of lamb is superb. ;p heh heh. but wad was best was the company.. Been SO long since I last saw Mark. And we promised to go out to shop for Prom stuff together after our A lvls, but somehow did get to do it. And he's going into NS soon le!!! *sobs* Np.. Cuz I think we'll be gg clubbing soon. (:

Mmm.. Alot of things happened recently.. I dont even know where to start... I hate my naivety, my ability to kid myself, my inabilty to pull myself out from a web that I threw myself in...

I really really dont know what to do anymore.

Why cant I have a normal relationship like everyone else...?

Nymphx;
12:57 AM

Friday, December 16, 2005

Dreamy state of mind.. if only it could last..

(:

Nymphx;
11:43 PM

Thursday, December 15, 2005

Took up another 2 dance courses. Salsa at 6.30pm along with Exotic Dancing at 7.30pm on Monday, and a 2 session workshop on Thursday!! *^^* Muhahaha.

I wanna continue into Exotic Dancing module 2 after this beginners' course, and of course Salsa as well. But on top of that I wanna take Ballroom and Latin as well in Jan next year!!! AHH GAGGAGAA. It's all the fault of the show that J.Lo and Richard Gere starred in; Shall We Dance. Now I cant wait to start ballroom as well. Kekeke. And den maybe in the future I can have some dreamy chaming dance partner in the future. ;p

Anyway, talking abt dreamy dance partners.. After today's workshop, I saw the students of the next class. I think it's like the pro-est of of the pro class, something abt Leading and Styling in Salsa. One of them looks so freaking yummy la!!! Big broad shoulders, muscular chest, dimpled cheek, sparkling eyes. WHeeeW!~ Hot hot. (: but I think he's partner is older den him by some years. He look so young!! like 25?? and his partner looked 35... :x

MuhahhaHahAHaHahaHAa!!! I'm drooling. :p and Michelle is so lucky!! She'll be viewing a gallery of hunky blonde blue eyes canadian guys now. Keke.

PICTURES Michelle PICTURES! (:

Nymphx;
10:34 PM

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Got myself a new set of lingerie ytd. With butterflies!!! HAhahahaa!! Luckily all of the visitors to my blog is girls or close frenz. mUhahaha. I'm so exhilarated!! I simply love the butterflies on the lingerie. Hee,. and got myself heels from MnS too. Light bronze. Sweet. (:

Fell ill after being dehydrated for too long. Now my throat's got an infection, and it hurts to even swallow. I cant eat without feeling a stab of pain at the back of my throat. Sigh.

And have class BBQ later. I wanna go!! I wanna see the rest of my class. Hehe. But I confirm wont be able to eat anything there alr.. =(

I love my curls. *^^*

Nymphx;
1:42 PM

Saturday, December 10, 2005

Mom brought all of us to Raffles Courtyard for dinner last night. Keke. She bought me an excellent log cake!! The ambience there was great, the weather was cool and music was playin in the background. The food was good (enough) although I still prefer the Char Kuey Thao from the real Hawker. lolx.

Oh.. and I curled my hair ytd. (: Stupid curlers were so freaking heavy. The cute malay hairdresser nicknamed me Queen Amidala with that big awkward hairdo. I couldnt stop laughin, for everytime I moved, the curlers swayed dangerously with me and only make me laugh even more.

The 42 heavy curlers were just part of the torturing ordeal. It was also painful and smelly~ the hairdresser had to put chemicals into my hair. and afterwards, used a big showercap to keep the chemicals from streaming down all over my neck and back. For 30 minutes, I held the heavy weight. I felt like my neck was gonna crack! And finally, the hairdresser came over and pulled the showercap out.

WHEW! I tell u, the smell of ammonia has never been more revolting. I wanted to puke and cry and laugh at the thought of my hair smelling like the toilet bowl that someone had just puked and threw rotten fishes and eggs in. My goodness!! and the Hairdresser said mine smelled "good" already. Other not-so-good chemicals were WORSE.

I dont wanna imagine.

Anyway, the hairdresser had to rinse the chemicals from my hair. So she had to tore through the thick bunch of curlers, as a result, pulling my already painful scalp (from the weight and pull of the heavy curlers) and I believe, causing the loss of half of the nerves on my head.

And my brother straightened his hair. He complained the iron was hot and the man keeps pulling harshly at his tightly curled hair. HelLooo?

Didnt I just show you that Beauty comes with a Price? Hahaha.

I'm meeting some of the girls today and I cant wait!! *^^*

Just let me dream..

Nymphx;
12:36 PM

Friday, December 09, 2005

After 3 different drinks of vodka, martini and rum, I saw shooting stars underneath the blanket of dark twinkling sky. haha.

Jialat.. I'm becoming an alcoholic. lolx.

Nymphx;
12:10 PM

Thursday, December 08, 2005

lolx! Serious no time to blog. Have been coming home so so so late the past few days..! Going out in awhile, so I'm gonna do a summary blog. ;p

5th Dec, watched Aeon Flux with Chelz, Tina, Ym, Nick and Sj. Tina and I poked fun at the 2 poor erm ticket-tearer at the entrance. So funnY!! Felt like a princess on my birthday. Muhahahaha. Tina they all pampered me so la. ;p

Took neoprints, den went to the Balcony at Heeren to drink. WAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!! I love that place can? hahahaa. Maybe it's the company, maybe it's the ambience. I dont know. But I felt very blessed. ;p Only wished that the rest of the Muthus were there. Do u know that a drink costs abt $12-$14?? OMg. So ex la. HAhaha. But it isnt like we drink all the time, so it's okay.

And Tina and Ym they all gave me a super like Anna Sui Handmirror, Mascara, ZaRa Shirt and a sequined butterly card made by Tina!!! SJ presented me a Ameyst Crystal, and Nick gave me a book. Memoirs of Geisha. NICE!! read it!!

And sweet Michelle sang Happy Birthday to me at the Balcony!!!! Lolx. Thank you Chelz!!! ;p *hugs*

Had one of the bestest birthday ever. (:

6th Dec, Met Ian for breakfast at Bt Panjang Plaza before heading to BBDC to register to learn to drive. Hahaha. YES!! Finally I get to learn how to drive. Then went to HSA to donate blood together. For the first time, I DONT need a CONSENT FORM to donate blood!!! WhahHahAhAh!!! Do you know how liberating it feels? Hahahaa. *bleah*

Took nap at Ian's place, his dog smells BAD... hahahaa., But it's super cute. And Ian's a gentleman. He and his dog stood guard outside the room at the door while I napped. WHAHAHAHAH! Good puppies. ;p

Arrived at KK's hse around 6.30pm. Greeted by an Iguana. (: Finally met the rest of the class!! Hahaha. Havent met YX and Linx and YW for so long!!! YW n guys gave me this super nice necklace and earrings, and Angel Linx bought me an Angel Shirt. Kekeke. Angel presenting an angel tee. *^^*

7th Dec, Went out with Kenneth and Nigel. Haahahah. Met Tina, her older sis - Eveline for dinner and headed for Zouk!!! ZOUK!!! SO freakin big can??? MUhahahahaha!!! And so fun!! Whahahahaha! It's true la. The smoke there sucks, the drinks are expensive, entry is expensive too (but ladeis night so we dun need to pay. ;p), but the music and dancing rocks!!! Hahaha!!

*hugs* had a wonderful time with you and ur sis Tina! ;)

Dance dance dance!! *^^*

Nymphx;
11:31 AM

Monday, December 05, 2005

Happy Birthday Yvonne~ hahaha.

How can someone feel so happy and yet so sadly nostalgic at the same time?

I received a call from a unregistered number on my new phone just before midnight. I didnt recognise it at first, but den I realise it's him. Strangely, I didnt feel much, much as in, I dont feel sad, happy, heartache; nothing. I was just midly surprised that he's back in Sg alr. And I didnt really expect him to call me. So ah well.. doesnt matter anyway. I'm just glad that I didnt feel anything.. (:

Actually I'm rather disappointed that neither An nor Kang smsed me... I really wanted one of them to. Haiyo.

Anyway, received alot of smses at 12 midnight. hahaha. Some I dont even hv their number le.. :x and most importantly, my dears wished me happy birthday!! hahahaha. Wud be meeting Yx, Chelz, Nick, Tina and Ym tml. *^^* cant wait!!

He gave me thick Purple fluffy towels and A'mos Cookies.
An gave me the 4-leaf clover necklace,
Chelz n Yx gave me a really pretty feather lace-up slippers.
Dad gave me an iBook 14".

Mom.. It'll be my best birthday prezzie, if it really comes true.

Hahaha. After watching Hossen Leong and Jonathan Lim in Chestnut (I prefer It Takes Two and Dim Sum Dollies!) at Jubilee Hall at Raffles Hotel, I casually remarked to my Mom that I absolutely love the ambience of the various diners there, and wondered what the hotel rooms looked like. And she said "Okay la. I treat you to dinner here in your birthday. You want to book a room ma?"

And that's how my Mom decided me to get me my birthday present. Keke. And I already know who I wanna spend the night in Raffles Hotel room alr. ;) *wriggles eyebrows*

Mmm.. Today is also the last day of work at IT exhibition at Funan. O2 guy asked for my number, I only found out later when he smsed me that he's name is Earnest. Michelle, you can stop being excited because he only wanted the number so he could tell me if his boss needs more promoters, and could give us the job. (: Hahaha. And one of my customers actually became an accquintance. Rinash, a scholar from India (Michelle said he was cute!), he's taking a part-time job, is a reowned DJ (top42!), and also learned in Bartending. He's got a cute bod to boot too! ;) Muahahahahaha.

Yeah. Exciting day at work. (: Cant wait for tml.

Nymphx;
12:10 AM

Thursday, December 01, 2005

Working again at Funan IT mall for Apple Center again with Chelz. :) HAPPY!!! lolx.

I miss Wy, I mIss Yanny, I miss Yw, Linx and Andy. =(

meeting him tml night for dinner. YES!!! =D super happppyyy.. muhahahaha. I think only Wy know ba.. Cuz I told her ytd when we went out. ^^

WHERE ARE THE REST OF U GUYS???? Missing u all badly.

Nymphx;
11:10 PM

Oh ya this blog is PRIVATE. Unless it the addy is given to u personally by me, you're not suppose to be here.

Those who already have this addy, please dont pass it around k...? Thank you.. (:

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