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Monday, January 30, 2006

How can you want something and dont want it at the same time?

Sigh. I'm so so so so so so messed up.

Nymphx;
11:55 PM



Friday, January 27, 2006

Me at the MOE's office with this cool mic and headphone. I dont have to hold the phone to answer it!!! :D
The next is one of new bags. :p

The rest is yongliang and james alr. hahahaa.


  

  

  

  




  

  

  

  




  

  

  

  




  

  

  

  




  

  

Nymphx;
10:25 PM



MORE retail therapy yesterday with YongLiang, Yanny and Linx!!! Hehehehe. Met YL earlier in the afternoon to 'crash' his lab. The teacher doesnt seem to mind. keke. Then we headed to Far East and Takashimaya.. I love dressing up guys!! lolx. Gonna post some pictures when I get home. :p now in office.

Met Yanny and Linx at CityHall for Thai Exp. $25 for the 3 of us. cheap?? ;p and I FINALLY GOT MY BOOTS!!! My snow-white boots at Taka U.R.S when shopping with YL. Hahahaha!! When I asked the last 3 U.R.S, they all told me sold out!! and the last helped me checked stock. Apparently they told me none. BUT I FOUND IT!! :D Yes yesh yesh!!!

and then bought another pair of pretty brown ribbon sandal from VNC. *^^* I'm a happy girl hahahaa.

Meeting my dears tml at Holland V.. Cant wait!! :D

Nymphx;
9:00 AM



Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Check tis out. lolx! :p

Will and willingness.-- Someone took a youth to a sage and said: "Look, he is being corrupted by women." The sage shook his head and smiled. "It is men," said he, "that corrupt women; and all the failings of women should be atoned by and improved in men. For it is man who creates for himself the image of woman, and woman forms herself according to this image."
"You are too kind-hearted about women," said one of those present; "you do not know them." The sage replied: "Will is the manner of men; willingness that of women. That is the law of the sexes - truly, a hard law for women. All of humanity is innocent of its existence; but women are doubly innocent. Who could have oil and kindness enough for them?"
"Damn oil! Damn kindness!" someone shouted out of the crowd; "Women need to be educated better!" - "Men need to be educated better," said the sage and beckoned to the youth to follow him. - The youth, however, did not follow him.

from Nietzsche's The Gay Science, s. 68, Walter Kaufmann transl.

Nymphx;
3:06 PM



Monday, January 23, 2006

I've decided.. I'm gonna try..

Build a wall around my heart. One with no doors, no windows, a thick and strong tower.

No man is worth my tears. There's no such thing as true love. No such thing as forever.

It's not that I dont believe in love. I do. I just dont believe it's gonna happen to me.


From here on, it's all crushes and likes and lust and flings. No love!



One wont know what Happiness is until Sadness arrives.. Vice versa, one wouldnt know what Saddness is until Happiness has passed.

Nymphx;
9:41 PM



Sunday, January 22, 2006

Went to Zouk with Tina, her sis, Vinn and his friends on friday night.. Stupid me, forgot to bring my ID!! And that biatch outside the entrance refuse to let me in until I've got my ID. Stupid. Dont I look old enought??? Heng Tina was on her way to Zouk, and she help brought my ID from home. And Vinn accompanied me until Tina and her sister came. *^^* Thanks Vinn.. hahaha.

The best thing about clubbing isnt the ambience, the drinks or the handsome guys. Lolx. It's the company that you go with, and the dancing!!! But I didnt get to dance as much as I hoped. Vinn had a backsprain and I duno his frens that well. Luckily JunMing came. Lolx.

:D He's this ultra cute lawyer in training from NUS. Tall, cheeky smile, dimpled grin, thick eyebrows, big eyes and warm personality. &^$$@#@#%R*^&*^#* too bad he's attached. ;p

Anyway, we danced at Phuture for a whole solid hour non-stop (he's a great dancer.), until Vinn and Tina had to go back. Vinn had to go back himself cuz I wanted to join JM and his frenz for supper (all females!). SORRY VINN!!!!

If werent for Vinn, I think it would have been a very bad clubbing experience that night. :( Cuz not only did I almost NOT manage to get in, I also lost the tag for my bag deposit. Vinn paid the lost charge for me and my drink. *^^* xie xie..







Had lunch with Aunt Julie on Sat morn.. and met Hiresh and Nigel at Far East Sq in the aft. Far East Sq's a really nice hangout place. :) Nice and quiet. Best of all, NO CROWDS!!!! :D

Went cny shopping today.. To Robinson's to Isetan to OG to Bugis and to Suntec. Spent about $300 on 2 Blossomz skirts, a blouse and a jacket, a pair of FOX Jeans, and 2 bags that I simply fell in love with. :D

Got cheap deals everywhere lah. lolx! :p I'm bushed from all the walking.. I bought quite alot.. but there's still a little more on my shopping list. :x Maybe when I get my salary. Hahahaha.

Will post pictures tml. :)

Nymphx;
9:20 PM



Wednesday, January 18, 2006

I forgot to mention.. I came across this very sweet couple in the morning on my way to MOE. Hahaha. They remind me of the couple I read in the comic H3 School (I borrowed from yuwei!! ;p), eventhough they are nothing like the couple in the book.

Maybe it was because of their actions ba... I dont know how to explain. The couple wasnt like super pretty or super handsome, but something abt the air between them kinda touched me. Erm.. How do I put it?

I dont believe in fairytales no more.. I'm cynical maybe. But what I saw today might have as well jumped out of a fairytale. No it's not them openly exclaiming their love for each other on the train, neither is it showcasing public display of affection.

In fact, you wouldnt notice that they are a couple unless you heard their conversation(I didnt evasdrop la! I was just beside them among the morning crowd, so I heard), and notice their small actions that actually speaks alot.

It was the way the guy was looking at the girl, the way the girl was shyly avoiding his gaze initially, the way she look up at the guy with a serene smile on her face and her hand on his chest. Lolx. I really dont know how to put it. *shakes head*

Something passed between them that instant when their eyes met. mMm.. OKay okAy for example, the train was jerky on the tracks for a while. And the girl looks like she's gonna trip. The guy instinctively wound an arm protectively around her waist, and with a look in his eyes that looked like I-want-to-pull-you-in-my-arms-and-protect-you-forever-and-ever kind of gaze, and the girl also automatically reach out her hands to touch the guy's chest. LOLX! Can you guys see it?

And when the girl laid her head on his chest, the guy lowered his head to whisper, "Bu Yao Pa. Wo Bu Hui Rang Ni Die Diao De."

It was kinda like fairytale comic to me, cuz I've never seen such trust and affection and protectivness between 2 people. Some people try to show that in their loud claims and exeggerated actions. But this couple didnt do much, but everything was reflected in their eyes and the air between them. Hahahaha. Made everyone around them blushed for them..

Maybe it's Yuwei's comics and all the other love comics before that, that made me so whimsical today. :) Yeah.

Nymphx;
3:44 PM



Lolx. Sorriiieee. Work's a CHORE. I rather be doing tutorials. At least you get a sense of accomplishment when it's done. Lolx. I get things done in the office too. But it's not the same.

Would you feel a sense of accomplishment after you shred a box of paper? No? OKay. How about TWO boxes? (: I shredded 2 boxes of papers today. (There's this BIIGGG Shredding machine in MOE, bigger den washing machine!! But you can only insert a few pieces of paper at a time. =.=)

The work is boring, but the collegues are so nice. Hahaha. And boring.. well it's comparatively better than overwhelming. ;p

Anyway, I heard from my small Boss that I'm gonna be transferred to the Call Centre on Fri or next Mon. I thought I was transferring this week. But apparently I wasnt. I was looking forward to be transferred there before.. But now, I think I kinda like sleep typing in front of a computer. Answering customer's phone calls would be kinda tough? Need to kena scolded by customers de wor. And lunch break is only HALF AN HOUR!!! My lunch hour now depends on my small bosses. Sometimes I'm free for 2 hours. :p

ooHh yeah.. My course ended for Salsa Module1 and Exotic Module1 yesterday.. So now I'm in Module 2 alr! After this, I can go into intermediate! :D I cant wait!! Dont ask me to show.. Cuz I still dance like a tree trunk. Keke. But it's nice to see other trees dancing unlike tree trunks.

Like yesterday.. There was this ultra HOT Brunei babe that took POLE DANCING in UK before.. Than came back to SG to take Exotic Module1. So since ytd was our 'graduation', our 2 classes came together to perform. Her body is like water. Roll roll roll, shake shake shake. Next time I try to ask her lemme shoot a short video of her dance. It's super nice!!! *^^*

Is there any guys that wanna join salsa?? It sucks when you didnt join it with a partner cuz in salsa, the male leads the dance. So if you dont hv a male, the woman cant really dance on her own. :( Will SOMEONE please take up salsa with me???

MM.. actually.. this plea is of no use. Hahaha. Cuz I dont have many male blog visitors. ;p

I miss muthus ALOT ALOT. Everyone's bz with work and bfs and esp SCHOOLs and TESTs!~!~ :( I miss you guys..

Actually I'm kinda packed too. :( Becuase of work, I'm only free during the weekends and in the evenings. Every evening is occupied. MOn's Salsa, Tue's Exotic, Wed and Thu is Driving, this Fri maybe gg to NUS hall bash at Phuture, Sat meeting resh and nigel, Sun's family day. GRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. NO time no time!!! And I still wanna spend more time with my family and friends...

Nymphx;
3:25 PM



Sunday, January 15, 2006

OKya. here's my Splurging and dream Shopping list.

1. SGD$1000 shopping spree for tops, jeans, 3/4s, sweaters, jackets, tees and belts.
2. SGD$300 for cosmetics. (I alr have some. I dont use alot, but they are so NICE TO BUY!!!! All glittery and shiny and stuff. ;p)

Very little right? ;p only 2 points. Hehehe.

I have to work for 2 months to get that kinda $$ i think. SIgh. I think 2 months later after March, I'll hv enuff dough to do all that. *^^*





Went to the Australian Universities Open Hse again. Seriously considering Uni of Melb or Monash. But at the same time, I wanna continue in SG too. But the latter seems less attractive.

I'm worrying about some minor things.. If only I can 1. make sure that my siblings dont lose out on gg overseas to study also, and it wont be burning my mom's wallet, 2. I wont miss my friends so terribly much, 3. will be able to continue dancing in Aussie, 4. will be able to get my driving liciense before I need to start Sem in Aussie, then I dont think I will hesitate so to go. ):

Nymphx;
8:39 PM



Saturday, January 14, 2006

Memoirs of a Geisha is nice. Not as nice as the book, but still nice. Lolx. Zhang Ziyi is really pretty!!! So is Gong Li and Michelle! All great beauties in one movie!! (:

As I was watching the show.. I pondered abt some stuff. Can anyone answer them?

1. Why is that when you DO something for someone that u care about, you feel happy
and good doing it even when the other party doesnt care for u like u care for him?

2. Why is it that only when you lose someone, then you'll realise her importance to you?

mMm.. Sometimes I wonder if those people who get married are truely in love with each other. Is it true love? Or is it just the timely meeting of 2 lonely souls?

Nobu did so many things for Sayuri. But Sayuri disappointed him. Yet Nobu didnt regret what he did for her.

Eventhough the Chairman was married with kids, Sayuri didnt minded being his "mistress". Only half a wife. If Chairman really loved Sayuri, den why marry his wife in the first place?

*scratches head*



Change topic.. Went with Nicklaus to Orchard Hotel today.. Heh, heh heh.. it sounds so wrong. But we went there to check out the Australian University Open House la. ;p Considering a few universities.. I really feel like studying abroad.

But there are so many things that I cant bear to leave behind..

Nymphx;
10:33 PM



And so, it is confirmed that it is him.. Stupid.

Ytd night, another stranger added me on msn, and said that fall gave him the msn. I was screamin my head off (as best as I could in typing) at the stranger, complaining and throwing things-that-a-girl-should-not-say at him too. Funnily this stranger seemed empathetic. He asked fall if it was really him. fall stubbornly denied it was him, but stupidly gave himself away when this stranger asked if they could remain as friends.

why?

the conversation goes something like this.

stranger: okay okay. I believe you're not what she (meaning me) said.
stranger: but you're nice to talk to. Wanna keep in contact still?
fall: thanks. Sure.
stranger: msn?
fall: okay. you*n_*censored*@hotmail.com
stranger: you*n? funny. tt's the name she told me too.


AHA!!! (: how dumb can males get?

Just admit it. women are smarter.

Anyway, it was lucky that he was found out. Cuz I was on the verge of calling the police to give him a warning. Harressment. Flaming. Causing mental degradation.

Argh~! Luckily I ended it with him before I really found out what he was like. And I love my friends who warned me before but I didnt listen - none of them said "I told you so." Kekeke. *MUACK* (:



Speaking of which, I havent see them in a long time. ): hope ur tests goes well yanny, linx! Missing wy yuwei chelz and andy much.


It seems like friday the 13th wasnt my last day at work. I'm suppose to be 'transferred' to another unit. Which is - on the other side of the office room. (: Ah well. Nevertheless, my position sounds really professional. Customer Service Officer. ;p Eventhough I'm only doing misc stuff. Hehehe.


Going to watch memoirs of the geisha later with tina and nick.. anyone wanna come along? :D


2.5 months has passed since we all sat for our last A lvl paper. And there are STILL things that I wanna do.

Continue with Exotic and Salsa, take up Latin Fusion, obtain my driver's liciense, visit Japan/Aust/Taiwan, Bunge Jump, Sky Dive, Scuba Dive, Horseback ridding, decide and find out more abt studying overseas!!!!!!

Nymphx;
11:33 AM



Wednesday, January 11, 2006

CAN YOU BLOODY BELIEVE IT????

HE'S DOING IT AGAIN TODAY!!!! WTF???? MORE LEWD PHONE CALLS AND SMSES!!! AND NOW EVEN EMAILS AND MSN!!!!!!!!!!!!

*cries* I ignore everything ytd, thinking it was just him being childish. BUT NOW I'M FCUKING PISSED!!!!

FCUKING FCUKING PISSED!!!!!!!

Nymphx;
7:12 PM



Both good and bad things occured yesterday..

He's a jerk to stoop that low to 'get back' at me. So damned irritated by that. It only proves to show that I didnt make the wrong choice when I choose to end it.. And somehow it also proves that there really are less and less guys in the world that are truely gentlemen and noble.

Lolx. I'm reading too many vampire and old romance. :p

Anyway, bought 2 paranormal novels from Borders ytd. Everytime I buy a book ($17.95!!!), I feel the sting from my pocket. Especially now I have a better sense of MONEY since I'm working and NOT getting money from my parents. Hahaha. But my heart always beat faster in anticipation and excitment over the new book. *^^*

L.A Banks -The Bitten
Laurell K. Hamiltion - Narcissus in Chains.

Narcissus in Chains's about a kick ass vampire huntress, that has both Master of Vampire, Jean-Claude and Werewolf King, Ulfric as her dark lovers. Wahahhaaha. Cannot stop reading it. ;p

Wanted to buy Sidney Sheldon.. But since yanny has it liao so I'll borrow it from her first. :p please yanny?

Also went for another sales promoter interview at Sony on monday.. But I didnt get the job. Nvm cuz I dont wanna let MOE down either. I promised to work for them for 2 weeks. Hahaha. Was in a dilemma, so God made a decision for me.

Received pleassnt news via sms at 5.27pm ytd. (: Kinda happy now. lolx.

2 good and 2 bad. Hahaha.


I know my posts are boring. I'll try to make it more interesting k. Watch out for a picture that I'll post later tonight. *^^*

Nymphx;
2:25 PM



Tuesday, January 10, 2006

*** fall was ~yuhn@bb219-75-94-158.singnet.com.sg (jtru)
*** fall is on IRC via server SanJose.CA.US.Galaxynet.Org (Tue Jan 10 13:20:59 2006)
*** fall End of WHOWAS

This person has been faking my identity on IRC and giving away my number. I received 4 lewd calls and smses!!! It's not difficult to guess who might be doing it. It's not certain, but I'm quite sure.

Because of what you did, I dont feel guilty anymore. I'm glad it happened. Thank you.

Childish actions..

Nymphx;
1:54 PM



I'm sorry. But I need to try and I thought u'll be happy that I at least tried. But it's not working out, and I'll feel like shit if i let it continue. Duan Tong Bu Ru Chang Tong. Think of me any way u wanna. But I truely nv meant to hurt anybody.

Feeling so freaking relieved now, and yet so sadly guilty. Whatever it is, the burden and weight has been lifted off my shoulders. *^^*

I solemnly vow that I will reject all guys IMMEDIATELY.

I wanna be single for another 2 years.




It sucks when people u dont like, likes u, and the one that you like, doesnt.

Nymphx;
11:39 AM



Sunday, January 08, 2006

Talking to a person just now made me grow up a little.

Was talking abt a few male friends in my life. Made me realise I may have hurt them unintentionally. And I may continue to hurt them more too unless I do something else about it.

Being single isnt all that bad.. Even when it gets lonely at times, your friends are always there for ya. Keke. Now I agree that getting into a relationship will hinder alot of things in my life. Sure.. you'll blessed all over and your heart feels like bursting cuz it's overflowing with love for your partner.

But tt's exactly the kind of feeling I'm afraid of now. There are many things I wanna do in life; in the future that a relationship will, in one way of another, hinder what I wanna do..

I wanna study hard hard and become a pedeatrician or children psychologist in the future. I wanna bring just a little more affection to children in developing countries that were deprived of it. Hahaha. I wanna earn lotsa money and travel the world to help others get outta the poverty line. I'm very very fortunate to be born here and not somewhere else in the world. So I wanna know wad it is like on the other side of the globe.

Mmm.. Maybe I'm selfish ba.. but I'm not ready to think of every little thing that will affect my boyfriend if I wanna do something. How do I put it? It's like. I dont wanna think abt what my bf thinks if I wanna go clubbing. I dont wanna put a love quote on my msn nick and have him think that I am talking abt him or fantasizing abt some other guy. I dont wanna ask for permission to change my display picture if I wanna put up a picture of me and another guyfriend. I dont wanna explain to my bf that I need time out with my girlfriends too.

I know I'm selfish. Ahh.. But please forgive me.

There will probably come one day where I'm ready for a commitment ba.. When my career's steady, when I'm happy and when I've sucked and squeezed every little thing out of what life can offer. *claps gleefully*

Maybe than, when I have no other responsibilities, no other things that I havent experienced, would I finally settle down with the one I love. And it'll be mutual too. Cuz HE has also taken everything outta life and ready for me. *^^*

Have you thought of why married couples stray?
One study showed that married couples stray because they didnt had enough fun experiencing what the world and others have to offer b4 settling down.

Have you ever wondered why people get married?
Because they want someone important to them to to take part, and be a witness of important events in their life. So that even when he/she dies, a part of him/her lives on, as memories and thoughts that exist in his/her partner's heart.



you gotta know what you dont want first before you can know wad you want..

Nymphx;
10:55 PM



Went to Sim Lim with Calvin (YongYing) Kor to buy ext harddisk and webcam. Hahaha. I used to think Kor's very charming. And I still do! See for yourself. *^^*

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Luckily Morris was working there, so I got my webcam from him for a low low price!! ;p But the harddisk was too ex.. So I thought maybe I'll buy another time. Hahaha. Seeing Morris made me think of Bettina.. Our fun-filled primary school days where me and my best friend liked the same guy. Kekeke. I miss ya bett!! ;) and it was so coincidental that I met Goh Boon Huat (Morris's best friend in pri sch) on the bus too. Lolx.

So I got my Logitech, Mac and Windows compatiable webcam at $98 instead of $139. *^^* saved about $40. Yay~

Wanna see cute Morris? ;p
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oh okay. so he isnt very cute in this picture.
But I like his kinda cute laaHhh~! ;D

After getting my webcam, Cal Kor n I went to watch the Dark at PS. It's odd that I'm nt afraid of English Horror movies, but terribly spooked by Asian horror movies. >.<

Anyway, the show was okay la. Bad ending. But the plot was good. Based on the novel 'Sheep' by I-forgot-who. Actually the show would have been much better, if there wasnt this stupid fcuking &*^%^&$$%^#@ biatch that kept talking on the phone is the cinema for more than 15 minutes!!! (She's not local, but I shadnt say wad race she is. I dont wanna get flamed.)

That stupid lady had her Nokia cell ringtone set at LEVEL FIVE. The first time it rang, people just ignore it. When she picked it up and started talking for a while, people just closed one eye.

THEN THE 2ND TIME SHE PICK UP HER OH-SO-LOUD PHONE, people's BOTH eyes open. We thought she'll hung up after awhile, but NnnOooooo she chose to have a loud conversation in a bloody foreign language in the cinema. After 5 minutes, people behind started to "SSSSSHHH!!!" , "OOII!!!", "QUIET LAH!!!"

Guess what? She talked even louder. I think she was trying to out-talk the main leads in the movie.

After that, this group of people shouted down, "KNNBCCB LAh!!! KNN put down the phone can??", it's like she found their words encouraging, and she talked EVEN LOUDER.

WTF. I was seated just behind and beside of her. Apparently everybody also buay tahan her alr. I also cannot tahan. We paid a bloody $9.50 for a Saturday ticket, and SHE had to spoil the movie for the rest of the cinema patrons.

I grabbed a handful of salted and honeyed popcorn and threw them over her thick skull head.

She failed to notice the shower of yellow kernels.

If Cal Kor didnt stop me, I think I would have sprinkled more handfuls on her.

The 2 guys (from a foreign country too) beside me was even more pissed at her, but laughed goodheartedly at the struggle between Me and Cal kor and the popcorn, (cause Kor wanted to eat the popcorn but i wanted to throw them) and they ended up kicking her chair too.

Behind us were still overwhelming spews of vulgarities and mutters. One of them made me wanted to burst out in laughter.
"You must speak her language then she understand."

WAHAHAHAHAHA! It's so innocent, and yet sarcastic and ridiculously true at the same time. LOLX.

In the end, CalKor and another 2 guys went out of the cinema to ask a attendant to chase her out. But he came back even more furious. Know why? Cuz when one of the 2 guys told the nearest attendant, the attendant said, "Sorry my shift is over le. Can you look for someone else?" WAHHHHHHHHHHHH That attendant has NO sense of good CUSTOMER SERVICE at all. Cal kor steped in.

"There's a fcuking woman in your fcuking cinema, making a helluva fcuking noise on the telephone and alot of ur patrons is fcuking pissed. Can you and your organisation do a fcuking something about it??"

Because Kor look so young and innocent, and he carried a smile (that grew more meancing by each word,) I guess the attendant got quite a rude shock. He said he'll find a superior to get her out.

A little more satisfied, they went back in. But no attendant or superior ever came in even until the show was over.

WTF? I always liked to go Golden Village cinemas. I'm super pissed at the stupid woman, but I think i'm even more pissed at the cinema for NOT doing anything abt it. Isnt it their responsibility?? So bloody disappointed. And outside got SIGNS (in cartoon form) that say if you make too much noise in the cinema, or disturbed other people, you would be chased out. WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED to that policy??

I'm angry.

Nymphx;
1:12 PM



Thursday, January 05, 2006

Here's the down side of studying in Singapore. Students can never get out of Singapore's Education system!!!!

Here I am, seated on my temp desk with the computer in front of me working in the MOE building. I'm sure the comp is as sick as I am of it, as it is with me. HelloOoOoO!! Try staring at the computer flitering out emails, sending emails, printing documents for 9 hours. (: Your eyes will flower.

I know I havent been updating lately.. I also dont remember much of what happened th last few days. ): that's the prob with me. My memory span's only like.. 1 day? I only remember ytd. (: Chili and Pepper crab at Jurong West with Nick, Kel, Tina, Wen Jie and Khung Xing!!! Hahaha. It was sorta like our sending off for him.. He's going in NS on friday le. (and so is Ian!!) So many of my good guy frenz are gg in so soon lah. Kenneth went in alr, and Nick is going in on the 20th!

Mm I remember playing mahjong with Muthus like there's no tomorrow. They just dont wanna learn to play the 3 person Mahjong!! >.< lolx. It's really more exciting I tell u. Your heart will jump out de. REALLY!!

And I remember sending him off on Tuesday. Despite Orders from Nick and Kel NOT to see him off, I still went. I asked Yanny b4, and she said she couldnt change my mind cuz I already made up my mind. I asked Tina b4, and she said it'll be good for me to go.. Maybe it'll act like a closure.. Hahaha. I dont know. I dont even want to think abt the future. It seems to far away.

Stupid me waited at the airport since 7.45pm. I didnt wanna go home after work. So I thought I'll go there earlier. He only came at 9.30pm.. =.= Ian, Darren, Weijie, Uncle Chin came and send him off too. (:

I didnt cry.. keke... Some tears welled up in my eyes, but they didnt fall. I'm glad. Hahha..

Right now, all I know is I so prefer studying to working (if it's a desk job. =.=).. After this 2 weeks, if no other job offers are made, I'm gonna concentrate on dancing and horse-back ridding. hahaa. yes yes yes. I like ridding horses! My first experience in NZ made me fall in love with it. Keke. Imagine sitting aback a huge stallion and gallopping through meadows and pastures. The sun is high, but it's not too warm, the wind is in your hair, you can feel the horse's power and muscles beneath your buttock. (: So nice! I'm not kiddin! That's all in NZ. Hahaha. And now OSIM came up with this new body toning machine called iGallop.

It's suppose to help customers tone up various parts of their body through this machine that moves like a horse. LOLX! Reminds me of those lil 20cent rides in coffee shops. So it's like - supervalue added la. LOLX.

Update later. (; gtg. Miss muthus!!!

Nymphx;
11:50 AM



Monday, January 02, 2006

I love my girlfriends. (: and Mahjong rocks!

In a deserted barren island with only a plain sampan for company, would you rather row the sampan in hope of finding rescue, or stay on the dry island and die of thirst and hunger?

Nymphx;
10:28 PM



And so.. I said yes. I'm throwing myself into unknown territory. I think only a few people know what's the question that I gave my answer for. Hahahaha..

I'm so glad you told me how u felt yanny. I dont feel so alone anymore.. Hahaha. But still.. I still dont know what I'll feel like once he leaves for Australia again. 2006 should mean a new begining for me. I've been stagnant for sometime, held back unable to move on.. Now I'm trying.. Eventhough I dont know if it is the right choice, I know I probably should give it a try..

Sigh. But it still doesnt really take the ache off my heart.

Thanks Becks Vick.. Hahaha.

Only 2 more days.

I dont know why I grasp at empty air..

Qns: Do you ever think about your old flame?
Why? Do you really want him back? Or are u wasting your time?

Nymphx;
12:23 AM



Sunday, January 01, 2006

Happpy New Year to everyone... (: And what a peaceful NYE it was.

Hopefully it means that 2006 would be a better year for all than 2005.

New Year Resolutions:
1. Forget him.
2. Forget him.
3. Forget him.

Sighh. I'm the pathetic-est creature around. I dont want to think abt him anymore. But there's nothing to distract me from it..
I hope I succeed.

You too Tina. No more crying for both of us. (:

Well.. Maybe just once more. On the 3rd of Jan.

and my answer may just be yes..

Nymphx;
8:31 AM



Oh ya this blog is PRIVATE. Unless it the addy is given to u personally by me, you're not suppose to be here.

Those who already have this addy, please dont pass it around k...? Thank you.. (:




> Wishlist
1. Slim, sleek, small, sexy Digital Camera!!
2. MP3 player; Ipod nano n jewel-studded case!
3. One night stay in Raffles Hotel
4. more Anna Sui Cosmetics and hair accessories
5. Permanent hair removal :D



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