I admit I may seem nonchalant at times regarding many important matters.. And I really do need reminders when I go into the 'zombie' mode. But hate people telling me that I cant do this, I must do that, why didnt I do this, why did I do that!
I know also.. I'm kiasu. Who the hell takes up volunteer work, study, dance, drive, work, club and STILL wanna find time for friends and family and APPLICATION TO UNIVERSITIES?? I'm sorry.. I cant explain myself why I wanna do so many things.. It's just me. I dont like to sit at home with NOTHING to do. I wanna gym, swim, read, do funny art and crafts thingys, talk to my parents, fool around with my siblings, quickly learn driving, practice dance, take up horse-back ridding and beading BLAH BLAH. All of them are of importance to me. But I know how to pioritize.. It's just that sometimes, I'm so caught up with the current thing I'm doing that I forget abt the others.
But it doesnt mean that I'm irresponsible right? I just.. lost my way for a while. Am I finding excuses for myself? Sigh.
There's just so many things I wanna do. So many things I wanna accomplish. That's why I'm kinda glad that I dont have to deal with a boyfriend right now.. Sorry but please understand.. I have too high hopes, too many bad experiences, too many things to do. I wont make a good girlfriend..
ARGH!~!~ So many things I need to do!!
Nymphx; 10:41 PM
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