::Nymphx

Monday, May 29, 2006

pictures that i owed. Hahhaha

went to JB a few days back and bought soOoO many accessories and belts and this very very pretty sun-dress!! Everything was okay la. Rather cheap, but the dress cost like RM180.00 =.=" But it's really very very nice! hahaha. next time can wear out with my girls. :D

Spent so much! Then ytd spent another SGD$250 at the Suntec Book Fair on Scrapbooking and Cardmaking thingys. whaaaaa.. *headache*

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Was reading some of Jeremy's archives just now. Kekeke. Is it just him and roy, or is every gay couple so sweet and loving? I cannot think of a more perfect match in the world for Jeroy. Lolx. They just sound so good together, look so good together. Especially when Jeremy posts pictures of him and Roy together, and blogs abt their arguements and precious moments. How come it's seldom seen in Heterosexual couples? I seldom hear of infidelity among gays or lesbians. But it's so common-held in the more ordinary relationships. That's kinda odd and strangely disappointing in it's own sense.

It's not that I dont believe in hetero relationships anymore (please I'm still straight!!) it's just that i feel that homosexuals have the better part of the deal sometimes. Lolx. it's more emotionally fulfilling! cause guys will be guys, and girls will be girls, and it's easier to understand the same sex than the opposite.

When I was having lunch at Time Square in JB the other day, I saw this young couple (Hetero!) in their school uniform holding hands. It's nothing much, you can say. But the sight brought back memories and evoked feelings that i've forgotten. It's not just them holding hands in their school uniform. Every couple u see in orchard road clasp their hands together all the time. But it's different when I saw the JB school couple. They held hands not because of formality or propriety. keke. some may think what i'm gonna say is silly.. but it's true. it felt as if they held hands because they couldnt let go. It binds them together and each feels as if it's the only normal thing in the world, and each felt as if he/she was holding onto a treasured prize or trophy. I know because that was it felt like before.

Once you have felt this kinda feeling, it's never gonna get out of your system, and you're never gonna forget it. I daresay it only happens once in your life. :x mostly when it's your first love (hearye hearye. not first relationship, not first boyfriend. it's first love.)

Other relationships may feel comfortable, may feel happy. But only a few, or only ONE will feel Xing4 Fu2. Blessed. (:

Sad to say, it's really rare for the feeling to be exactly mutual.

I'm not afraid of falling in love. I'm just afraid that I'll be disappointed and that I'll compare future relationships to the last. That's not very nice of me is it..? Hahaha. It's just.. I'm still confused. (:

It took me so long to build this wall to protect myself, I'm not gonna let anyone tear it down or try to penetrate it's foundation. Nono. An1 Quan2 Gan3 Shi4 Zi4 Ji3 Gei3 Zi4 Ji3 De4. Only you yourself can give yourself a sense of security.

Until I meet my girls again! *smiles*

Nymphx;
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