There's just so many things on my mind...! Up to the extent that someone had to ask me if i was okay when i was crying softly at a fastfood corner in Raffles shopping mall.. *shakes head* that was so embarrassing...
I miss my girls.. Havent seen them for so long!! 3 weeks I think!! *sobx* and I miss vicky toO~
Went to kbox with minz n dora they all after I felt a little better.. Seeing them so happy and cheerful also made my day.. haha..
I must learn to control my emos.
I learnt today that you cant depend on anybody but yourself sometimes.. That's why I'm so lucky to have a bunch of girlfriends that will rush down to help me just on a phone call.. *hugs muthus* keke.. and ferny too.. she's always there for me eventhough i'm so busy.. :x
I totally hate this new feeling.. I know it's not mutual.. At least, I dont think so. Eventhough everyone ard the both of us thinks otherwise. It's not a new feeling, but because it's been so long since i felt it.. I dont know how to handle it like i should. so that i dont think unneccessarily, dont worry or be over concerned abt matters..
One thing i cant stop thinking about.. is what you're thinking abt.. I'm reminded of myself sometimes when i see ya. That's not a very good thing.. I hate to feel like this towards you. I hate this new feeling. I just wanna focus on my career and studies for now.
It's not ur fault. Stupid. it's mine. But i dont know how to prevent it. sigh. But I will. Really.
Nymphx; 1:13 AM
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> Wishlist
1. Slim, sleek, small, sexy Digital Camera!!
2. MP3 player; Ipod nano n jewel-studded case!
3. One night stay in Raffles Hotel
4. more Anna Sui Cosmetics and hair accessories
5. Permanent hair removal :D
