Recognition Seminar!!!

It was a BLAST!!! Hahahaha. PICTURES PICTURES PICTURES! Will post them once I've gathered all of them. kekeke.


Seen me in a smart coat and pants before? Dun have right!! hehe. Ah but u'll see once I post pictures later. *^^* It was so damned bloody fun and inspiring!! Who would have thought that a company dinner could be so muhc fun? And it only happens once a YEAR. I was bloody lucky I fighted hard enough in time for my BAM to go up as a manager. *^^* Thanks to my girls + Youwei in NTI. Hehehe. I promise never to give u all up as long as you dont give up on urself!! ;)

OH. I drowned a BOTTLE (milk bottle mind you. Pacifier and all.) of black Guinesiss Stout. Did I spell that right? hahaha. Waaaay silly. For a competition that made me and Ling a bit high. My virginal Guinesiss. WAHAHAHAHAHA~!

Played with cake and cream on Mr Calvin and Mr Kent. Toopid Mr Calvin got ALOT on my hair too. *sulks*

Pictures later. ((:

Seeing how 2 of my friends get so tangled up in the web of infatuation, I wanna promise myself that I dont want to be like them too.

Do you know how heartaching is it to watch someone you like from a distance?
Not knowing what that person is thinking,
Trying to read his thoughts from his every little action,
Hoping and crossing fingers everyday that he or she may pay a little more attention to ya,
or take notice of you.

Some people say it's nice to be in love. I think it's nice too. But that's only when it's mutual. Some people dont mind unrequited feelings. they just wan to be beside them physically and stuff. But I'm not like that. I like mutual understanding. I like more actions den words. I like to feel free and loved at the same time.

But now I only feel that I may let these emotions get the better of me. So I'm gonna supress them. I dont wan to end up like my 2 friends, always wondering, always on their toes.

If I can, I just want to focus on my team in NTI. Fen is leaving in 2 months, I must make sure she has already a capable partner, and have a steady network le. ((:


Now, I'm just surprised at my "emotionless-ness".. He may like someone else.. But if he does, I hope I never finds out.