Updates...


1. I got promoted to a Business Associate Manager. (((: Officially on the 08/07/06. (Tmr!!)

2. I got my matching coat and pants at G2000 ytd.

3. Feeling better then how I felt in the last post.

4. Gonna sign a contract with Groove as a Performer. *^^* (Watch out for many many performances and events!!)

5. Missing the girls. ((:


Was so stressed the last few days thinking abt how i should get abt my BAM.. Was wondering if the feeling I have is just a competitive edge and resulted in some form of idolising of him.

Went out with him a few times le but there's like absolutely no *spark*. Sometimes my heart just flutters a little harder and faster when he smiles (or when he frowns or when he grins or when he smirks or when he blinks ;pp), BUT I couldnt feel that burst of fireworks or the heating up of my face. =.- Or can it be cause I'm asking for too much of a fairytale? HMMM.

As a motivation to myself, (on TOP of all the nice nice incentives that Mr Kent and Mr Calvin throwed at me LoLX!) I promised myself to tell that person how i feel after i've secured my BAM.

Now that I've secured my BAM.. I still wanna GAO BAI *screams*. Ah but i wont. I'm actually still very conservative u know!! I always think that guys should take the first move, eventhough sometimes girls can take the initiative too. BUT NOT IN THIS CASE!!!

I wanna tell - cuz it's irritating to think abt it all the time. I know it's gonna make or break, and most likely break, but i stupidly think that i rather have it broken now, then fall deeper into this web.

So now.. I think I wont tell him alr. Cuz i dont know if it's idolising or infatuation or a real liking. (: so it'll be better to keep things simple like now.. JIAYOU YVONNE!!~

I'm a BAM now.. Gotta be more steady and not so kiddy!! *^^*

Till our network's chalet on the 24th of this month. ;)




Havent met the girls for... A MONTH??? that's really really long.. )): and i cant meet u guys tonight too cuz i've got to take appts. ANYONE FREE ON SUNDAY NOON?