Here I am..

It's raining outside and I'm sitting on the big couch with the laptop feeling all nostalgic about the past, present and unknown future..

I love it when it's raining.

I'm not sure when it started, but I started loving how each raindrop falls and bounces off the leaf of a tree. Keke. It's like when I step back and look at the entire scenery, it looks like a very big shower to cleanse the entire earth, with the winds howling, the trees sways and looks rejuvenated. I swear one day I'm gonna find myself a high high place on earth with nothing but big vast green plains and overlook the valleys and wait for it to rain. *grins* that's silly aint it? Kekekkee. Humour me people!

But really I do think that looking at the rain and just enjoying the breeze is so utterly soothing and evoke alot of feelings and reflections.. (:


I was just thinking abt what he is thinking right now.. I dont know if it's raining there. Maybe he is thinking of somebody else. Kekeke. I'm not sure what got into me recently.. A part of me wants to be all strong and independent and nonchalant about anything else other then my work. (fine. and studies.) It's all head-on and stubborn and pretty happy that she didnt fall into the normal category of people who let love affect their work. It didnt make sense to her to have someone else to be incharge of her emotions and feelings. As if - her happiness, her saddess, her tears, her smile, would all be because of someone else's actions. It means total loss of control of herself. And I hate that. I like being in control of my own emotions and feelings.

But there's also that small tugging part of her that sometimes feel so tired of bearing every single thing by herself. And that's the vulnerable part of her too.

He has to be warm and endearing, caring and yet not overly concerned. He's gotta be protective and posessive, but without making me feel as if I've lost my freedom and own control. He needs to be fairly romantic and gentlemanly, career-minded, professional yet loves spending time with his family and friends and me. And if I would to ask all that from him, he can ask the same from me too. Kekeke.

I'm feeling silly. Does that person exist? (: Kekeke.

I guess it doesnt matter because I have my work (and school. sigh) to concentrate on now. I'm aiming to help my guys and girls in NTI, and start earning USD100 every 2-3 days by end of Sept. *^^* Not alot, but it'll do la.




Oh. I've been accepted by Monash University for Medicine.. Next intake in Feb 07...




I desperately want to meet my muthus. Is everyone free this friday early afternoon? Yanny, Linx, hving exams? Wy wad time u gonna end work? hahaha. Chelz, yuwei, andy wad time do u guys end sch that day?



Some pictures taken during my first day of school. NTI had a booth in NTU, and some of them accompanied me for the day and crashed my lectures. *beams*